*using my housemate's laptop and wireless*

part2

this year's birthday, i celebrated with 15 of my friends(13 of them are my classmates). i was so blessed to have them with me that night. they bought me a tiramusi cake, i was so touched.i finally have my very own birthday cake for my birthday. was being asked to stand on a chair , give a speech, toast a drink, made a wish and blew all the tiny candles for the first time in my life. they all sang birthday song for me and the DJ who were on duty in the bar wished me through the mic too. everyone was looking at us. i felt so..(no words can really describe how i felt that night). it was fun to put some cream on everyone's face and feed them a small piece of cake each. they all were sooo supportive! i laughed and talked alot that night. and i danced for the first time under disco light with them after the countdown..=) it was tiring but fun.i enjoyed it so much.get to know more friends, 3 from KDU(slyvester,ethan and another girl) and my another new classmate(king).

reached home around 1.45am. had some silent moment to myself in my room. i dont know what was in my mind,everything was great that night but i felt like im still missing something..somewhere..i dont know what.i dont know whats the missing part..

i didnt have a hang over the next mroning coz i wasnt drunk.seriously.i have no idea why i wasnt. i didnt drink all kinds of drinks, the cocktails were strong, the beers and i have no idea whats the drink that the waiter gave me in the bar after my birthday speech, it was a one shot drink..i toasted it with my friends.

meet up with my dearest daughter, Jade and Jamie. they both are soo sweet. treat me pizza in oneUtama.and Jade made a card for me. i love it so much. theres a love letter for me too, its from jade.i was really touched after reading it.
i cant help it..read a few times that day before i went off to bed. i love u babe!
and the gift that jamie chose for me, thanks dearie! its sooo sweet of u! =D
xoxo
2days ago..i found out that my nokia phone 's mic is spoilt. ppl cant hear me when they call.goshed. first my laptop , now my hp..=(

talked to both of my mothers on my birthday night. Then, i broke down once again.was waiting for a call that supposed to reach me that night.but..i was left in dissapointment. alot of msgs cuming in from diff freinds that night but it didnt really cheer me up.all i did on my birthday was-READING. to keep my mind busy.to stop me from thinking things that i should have stop thinking.

im going to shop in oneUtama this wednesday alone.and come back for student council meeting at 4pm. ohya, i didnt annouce the good news that i have been accepted to join the student council of my college,went to the interview last friday. =)

My life isnt that bad after all..i have my God up there who knows whats going on in my life inside out throughout this 2 months.He knws whats best for me i guess. and here, i have my babes with me, making me stronger as time passes by. but still i can't sleep without Button and froggy.

bought 2 t shirt for my 2 brothers. hope they like it. and a pink name card holder for my mum.dont knw what to buy for my dad though. =) im going back to kch this friday, same flight with ken. we are going back together. will be in kch for 15days. after that i dont know when im going back again..not going back kch for this year's christmas.i dont knw where will i be that time. definetly not kch. im aiming for a student exchnage programme to England for 4 months or maybe longer..it depends.i really hope that i will be selected.( theres an important interview conducted by an English man from UK for the studnet programme) since i have nth to miss here (except mum and friends of course) i wana get out of here.experience new life out there. really pray hard that i can make it. thats the one and only thing that i wish for this year. i dont want anything else.

had lunch with jack, yoong wai, eric, hee yan and kelly this afternoon. duck rice. lols! not bad la. =) didnt knw Jack can be so gentleman.lols! after lunch, i spent the whole day in college, doing some papper work and deal with the managment. went to the lab to reply all the friendster and facebook's comments and msgs and emails. i spent liek 2 hours doing all those. then i wrote the "part1" entry. noticed that its gonna rain so quickly end the entry and walked home, it was aroun 5.45pm already.and it finally rained for a while 2 minutes after i reached home. phew! thank God i made it home in time. hehee!

gonna study, do my toturials and continue reading my 2nd book later. =)

thats all for the updates, sorry theres no pictures available at the moment. i will post them up in facebook when i get my laptop back. =) take care and God bless!
xoxo