this is how i look like last night after 10pm.
went for our Empowered youth new year eve dinner and countdown till2.30am.

at times in life,
it doesn't matter how much effort you put on to something or someone,
you still will lose them..
anytime,anywhere,anyhow...
without a hint or any reason..
even when u feels that everything is alright.
yet,sad things still happen.
when u put too much of effort, too much of your heart and soul into it..
things will change,not to the good way but to the bad way.
sometimes its good for u to just leave it.. let it be,
and let the big Boss up in heaven to decide and plan whats best for you.
leave everything to Him,put the entire trust in Him.
its really easy to tell others that but when u really face that situation yourself,its really hard to do do it..
because i'v tried.not only once,but millions of times.
and yet i still failed.
insecurity still overcome my soul.
i should be the one to be blame for this failure.
and last few days in 2007 was the worst moments i ever had in my entire life.
the days before new year really broke me down.
and the days after midnight is a big challenge for me.
i never knew that im this bad.i never knew that i'v made u feel that way.
i never knew that it will ruin the precious thing that we own together.
all i want is for the best of us.
you have made your own decision and i respect it.

love isnt the most powerful thing after all..

even with lots of love, u still will fail to overcome things in life.
mistakes in the past shall not be a regret but a lesson that shouldn't be repeated again.

i truly agree with my friend's entry,she wrote.. "sometimes,it doesn't matter how hard you work for it, you are never gonna get what you worked for,sometimes it just comes to you naturally when you need it most.happiness is what everyone looks for,but how many can get it?many of us look for it at the wrong place,because they don't understand it.happiness isn't something you LOOK for,it's something you already HAVE. it's all in your mind."

hope u all have a great year
fill with blessing,
God's provision
and
overflowing joy!

live life to the fullest and cherish your love ones
love them,hug them show them u love them when theres is still a chance
"i love you"
"i miss you"

these may sound simple and normal now
but when things turn bad,
u will never have a chance to say that anymore

u never knew what will happen in the next second.