went to one Utama for lunch this afternoon
had this for my very first time. rm5.50. oyster mee sua

first day of class.
how do i feel? STRESSED.

60+ classmates for the very first time.
huge class indeed.
theres pretty rich girls, theres also good looking rich guy.
theres a guy sit infront of my row, wearing playboy top and playboy belt.i dont know about his pants and shoes la.just noticed his playboy logo nia.
theres lots of guys in the class, smart ones,noisy ones,quiet ones.
theres a Korean girl and a cute china girl sat next to me..

filled my UK University form today, i got a student number from the Uni which is very hard to remember.long student number.and our exams are external pappers already.
now waiting for our coursework from UK to arrive.
pray that its not that hard.
i have tutorials to do already.
.and things to read on.

really had a very stressful and hot day today.very tired, physically and emotionally.
arwin and his gf sat behind me,just look at them..so sweet together.theres another couple in my class too, both wear white.nicely dressed.they both smiled at me very sweetly that afternoon.super sweet and mature looking couple..sigh.how can ppl be so close and still so loving.okay, i should writing nonsense here.


anyways...
our new lecturers are good.i have 6 different lecturers for this semester.
my favorite lecturer of the day is Mr.Jeffrey Lee.
class from 9 till 3.30pm.plan to go for swimming but i was too exhausted already.

have no class on this wednesday, going swimming! =)
no class on friday too,
going to the airport early morning.

i got my scholarship already but i don't feel the real joy about it.
i didnt jump and laugh or try to hug my friends and do stupid stuff like before.
i remain calm.its like..it did not overcome my sadness within my heart.
and i called my mum and cried when i was walking home from college.


went to 2 boutiques after our dinner at ss17.

bought a blink necklace and a small sling bag from cats whiskers.

i cant help being emo again.
im still in my own world.
i hate this feeling.
and i hate to have u in my mind.

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already passed midnight le
wanna wish that someone a
Happy Happy Happy BirthdaY!

happy birthday uncle!
u 20 years old liao lo..
ahahaa!