adeline is not in a very stable mood now.so better dont come near her for these few days or else she will bite.it is really unusual for her to act like this but u know what? she just a normal human being. u have to understand that shes not as perfect as u guys thought she is. a normal girl that is trying her best not to curse when she was at the peak of her temper last night. all the memories stroke her mind last night, her hands were shaking while she was trying to express herself. her eyes filled with tears when she knew the truth and she nearly broke down when she saw that familiar 3 words once again for such a long time.she read it and as if she could hear it kept repeating itself in the air,in her mind. but she strongly deny that it isnt true coz she dont want to know it anymore. she couldnt take any of these anymore.no no no,she cant.she rather not to know the truth. denial. thats not very good.

was really at the peak of her temper that she uses the word that she never expect herself using it on that particular person in her whole life time. her hands, body and mind was trying to be in control. a while after that, she was in terrible pain. her 'aunty' pay her a sudden visit that very moment. so u can imagine how bad was the condition till her hormones changed due the burst of her emotions and temper. i think she could manage to slap that person throw herself on the ground and weep if she were to handle that matter face to face. luckily she didnt. she was in a moody mode since then. wanted to find a shoulder to lie on, wanted to be pampered by someone that she loves again..she will be crying in someone's arms if she was the old adeline. she will cry all her hurts and anger out and scream as loud as she can if shes the old adeline. the old adeline that havnt been through such pain and betrayal in her life. 

later that early morning,she was on the phone with her beloved for a while around 4am before she managed to force herself to sleep,he said this to her "you gotta be strong,you have to be independent". its true. all this while, since young, she have been really strong in handling her own life. only God knows how strong and how independent she is. 

slept for 3 hours before going to class. had porridge for breakfast at home. still in the moody mode. after the first 2 hours class, one of the classmate asked whether shes alright. she said its due to the period, thats why shes feeling moody.but the truth is not that simple.its complicated.she dont even understand why shes feeling that way.

if only she is able to hate that person, everything will be much easier.

been listening to MYMP 's songs in you tube. love most of their songs, the singer is amazing! 

1. tell me where it hurts
   
2. especially for you
   
3. nothing gonna stop us
   
4. i'll never get over u,getting over me
   
5. inseparable
   
6. if u asked me to
   
7. only reminds me of you
   
8. for all of my life
   
9. i think im falling
   
10. would you be my girlfriend
    
11. crazy for you
    
12. so perfect
    
13. truly falling in love
    
14. you got it all
    

and many more.. how i wish i can download songs as i wish now, but i cant. 

i want their album, i want their songs!!!

i shall hunt for it.

i think im going to take part in the talent show competition, wana sing one of their song. most probably the 1,3,5,6,7,13 or some other more.i really love those songs man.it is very hard to choose which song to sing coz all of them i love =) love singing.it made my day just now before i took a afternoon nap. managed to calm myself down. now i wish for a mic. so that i can sing k in my own room.syok sendiri. lols.

 its raining heavily now, crazy weather making me feel sick once again. i started to cough a lil this morning and a bit of flu.. think i better take care of my health from now on if not sure fall sick again. i have a week of holiday, 22-3o march. =) 

but no no holiday for me, i aiming for something now.must work hard. =)